Sometimes we just need to get over something and we can't find a way for that. In the meantime it just hover you, it just there buried deep but its still there, we just can't get rid of it. We can feel its presence, we just don't show it to anyone, because we want to keep it to ourselves. The things never goes away, they stays with us as a memory.
These are unseen parts of us that no one knows we have, cause we have covered them beneath the memories.
Sometimes we can't accept our feeling towards something that we actually have. Our thoughts stuck into unnecessary dilemma and worst thing is we know why is this but we just don't want to unwind the threads wrapped around our feelings. We have clear vision that whatever it is, we want it, more than that we are craving for it, but we just do nothing about it. The reasons behind it doesn't matter at all cause we are on the border line, we are in between.
It is all about having someone or something wonderful in our life. That someone could be from friends, family, lover or might be a stranger. Yes, sometimes strangers could be best part of our life, remember our friends were strangers before. When no one among friend or family are available around us and we need help, strangers are the only hope. Being human is more important than being anything.
Now if we talk about having something wonderful that could be our dream job, luxuries, freedom, or anything that we are willing to struggle for. Life teaches us tough lessons and we have to keep them in mind. For me most important lesson is being yourself. No matter what others want from you, you need to know what you want and why you want. It is not necessary if we get it or not, what necessary is have you tried for that? If you have then only you value them otherwise as soon as you get it there are chances you lose interest from it. So, if you want something in your life get ready to fight for it, cause there are so many hurdles, and you have to be determined to cross them in any situation.
More important thing is, I don't believe in blaming someone else for our decision. It should be you who has to decide for yourself. Blaming someone else would be an excuse for your failure. So, be strong and take command over your own life.