Hello friends!! 

Here I am with another blog to tell you something about my life. I believe, whatever I am gonna say must have happened with you all. This is the platform where I don't hesitate to share what I want to say. 

I have always wanted to do things by my choice but it never happened. Always my whole family have decided what is good for me and what not, especially my father. He has his own way to make me do things that I don't want to. Later on he showoff like it was my choice. I am so sick of it, but I don't complain about it. So many times I have tried but I couldn't gather the courage to speak against them. May be because I love them, I love them so much that I am afraid of hurting them anyhow. 

Nowadays I have started to say 'no' to the things that I don't want to do but somehow sometimes they convince me to do few things. They all are just protective about me but they don't understand that they are caging me indirectly. Yes, sometimes being with them feels like I am in cage but whenever I am not with them I miss them alot. 

After completing my college studies I was away from my house for four years. Within that four years I missed everyone alot, whenever I got chance I came to home to see them. Those are the unforgettable days of my life. I used to get homesick for every weekend and during festivals 😅. I am kind of family person and I love that thing. 

After my higher studies things changed alot. When I came back to home I used to get upset for little things. During the four years of higher studies I had lost my habit of being with them for more than few days. I was not allowed to do things without my fathers permission. Everything was same before those four years, it's just now I don't have that habit anymore. I haven't done anything wrong though, but asking for his permission for silly things felt unnecessary. I felt like he is trying to control me and he was trying to.

I think he is insecure about his respect we have for him. Might be all parents feel this way, like if their children start to decide for themselves then they won't respect them anymore. Why don't they understand after a certain age they have to let their kids to be on their own? They don't let kids to do anything with the fear that something bad is going to happen with the kids. Instead parents should teach the kids to take risks then only we can learn our lesson.