Hey guys!! How are you doing? I did not write a single blog last week, I was homesick, still I am. Let me tell you why I am feeling this.

I am away from home and I am feeling homesick 😢. It is been a long time, actually years since I have stayed away from home. As I am so much attached to my whole family I just can't stay away from them for long period but now I have to. I am missing them so much, I am so many things right now like my stray cat, the pouring rain I use to see from the yard, butterflies around the house, blooming flowers, running behind the butterflies to capture their photos. Here I can't see any of it than a cat but whenever I see a cat I remember mine. Sometimes I feel like to return back to home but then somehow I control my emotions. 
You all might be thinking, why I am staying away if I can't? The reason is my father finally gave me permission to look for job😄. My father thinks if there is no need of financial aid from my side so I don't have to do job. It took time to make him understand that doing job is not just financial aid, indeed it's like being independent, being strong, being confident and much more. I have been craving for this moment for years and when finally I got chance I feel homesick 😓. It is frustrating a little. I feel like nothing is happening right, I am just confused. And I guess, i will feel this way until I get the job or I get back home. So guys, please wish me good luck😅, I really need it. Now when have I got the chance, I want to prove myself. 
When I feel low I open candlemonk and start to read blogs, for that time I forget my homesickness and feel light. Truly reading others blogs helps alot to distract from worries, some blogs entertain us, some give us the topic to think, some give us solution to our problems and worries, some give us idea to write our next blog😉. It is upto us what we are looking for and what we are getting. Candlemonk is like one of the therapy or remedy for me these days. 

For now I am waiting things to be done on my side and I am trying.