Hey guys!!!! Here I am with another poem. It consist of just a few lines. I guess these are enough to describe. After reading let me know if you like it or not. Hit the like and comment 🤗, that is all I want. Let's start, here we go.
Yes, I am broken, but I don't want anyone to fix this.
It hurts all the time, but I want to feel the pain.
I do cry sometimes, but now I don't wipe my tears off.
Memories makes me sad, but I am gonna keep them forever.
I might look healed, but there is a faded scar.
My eyes were shedding tears, I wasn't crying. I was angry but I think I was in pain. I could have feel the warmth of my tears, rather I felt like something is boiling inside my whole body and the steam is coming through my eyes. My pillow get wet with that continuous flow of hot water, seriously at that time tears meant nothing but hot water to me. I was burning from inside out. I was unable to accept that I gave someone another chance to break my trust. It wasn't their fault, I was the one who blindly trusted and believed their fake appearance.
Whatever I said before, I have seen someone feeling it a long time ago. I am just putting their feelings in words on behalf of them. When we believe someone is being real to us, but that is not true, it hurts. Some people have habit to fake their real behavior. They have different faces for different people. I can not understand how could they fake so easily?? Sometimes, when I feel low I try to fake my smile just because I don't want others to know about my situation but I feel it so hard that time. So what I do is, I just avoid to interact with others, I stay away from them. I am not saying that faking what you feel is bad thing, but I honestly think that faking your real personality is not good sometimes. So many of us have habit of gossiping at someones back. Such a people talks nice with a person and speaks contradictory about same person with others. If that person find out what have you spoken about them, it is going to break their faith in you.
Don't fake to make someone feel you are going to be with them forever. Don't cheat with their trust. Some things happen in our life to teach us and we have to learn from them in order to not repeat the same mistake again.
