Hey folks!

Long time no see. Happy New Year Everyone. This is the first blog post of the year. Been really busy going through stuff. Assignments it is. I am still way behind and I don't seem to be serious about it. Lots of work, a lot to do, lot of time which are both pros and cons. 

It's been four months since I came here and I still am struggling with a lot of things. One reason I am in my comfort zone which I am not happy about. Also, there is a lot of time which definitely can be a disadvantage and also an advantage. Only sticking to a strong routine helps. You can't afford to be lazy and spendthrift here in another part of the world. So having a house is an advantage; the disadvantage is getting too comfortable and not being able to go out at times. Since I have got no one to tell me what to do and what not to do, I am trying to do things on my own; I am trying not to rely on anyone. My goal is always to be self-sufficient which I haven't fully achieved. It isn't easy but I want to do it and I have got to learn it the hard way.

Be it like living alone, doing your chores, or cooking alone (which I haven't done yet because…) but I am otherwise alone. Alone while going out or while travelling by train or bus or to the Uni. I won't complain because I am fine with it. I sit alone at a table drinking coffee or having a meal which I am completely fine with it. I walk alone towards the station or city center which I am completely fine. Here, I was told by my English Professor that sometimes it is good to travel alone. I enjoy that a lot. I enjoy the solitude. There could be times you would feel lonely. I would feel lonely if I were in a group where I don't have much to do. I won't feel lonely if I am in campus as there is a lot I can do and no one will ask. 

There are possibilities of discrimination at times and I have to make sure that I won't be affected. Since you have got that IDC attitude, just put the mask on and walk proudly. Play some heroic music in your head creating an impact. It works for me. I Am the Hero of my own story. Others are invited to be part of it but aren't promised any vital roles just by showing up. 

As long as you don't get conscious and overthink, you are fine. As long as you aren't bothered by the immense presence of someone or a group, you are fine. Why would you care if they are there? They don't care about you. So you don't bother them.

The One Man Army signs off for the moment to risk crossing experiences and adventures even if it is an everyday thing.

Cheers!