It is the mid of March and almost a quarter of the year has passed. When I look back, I realise that I have come so far and I meant to go even further which I will. Like I said before, even if has been almost six months since I came here, it feels like I have been here for a long time and all that I did before coming felt like it all happened a long time ago which I am happy about as I am not holding on to it for long. As they said, if you love someone, you must set it free; which has got nothing to do with I am telling or about to tell. 

It's okay to miss things but not want it back. I miss some things when I come across some pictures related to it and posts I have shared in relation to those events. But I don't think I want it to happen, the way it used to because if you go now, you might not be able to enjoy it as have outgrown a lot of things. 

However, I am sharing some things I wish to re-live if I could because I kind of miss them sometimes (I am desperate or crave for it badly because I know there would be better moments than before and that is the goal and not just sticking to a particular type of moment. Because I am not too fond of nostalgia as along with good memories there were also not-so-good ones)

I am not going to tell one particular moment to re-live but rather a year and that is 2022 because that is the year that changed my life in many ways. I would like to live some moments of it, especially the moments that happened before I left. It wasn't a perfect year as such but it was fulfilling as the energy and vibes I received at the beginning assured the same. Even if I was glad of certain things that happened, I don't want to re-live all those things. And I would also like to do certain corrections for the moments which I missed even if I don't regret them. 

I would like to re-live those moments of my solo trip to Manali which was the best thing I did and also the scariest because I didn't know how it is going to be and that I am all by myself. And I wanted a break amidst all the stress I underwent while preparing to go abroad. 

 I would also like to re-live the time with my best friend in Kochi where it was a blast even if we were home half of the time due to the weather, it was still as fun and relaxing as before the pandemic, the time we spent in the Garden City was fun but also slightly stressful because of the academics and all. But then, when we finally met in Kochi, it was amazing. So maybe that, and some few moments in Bangalore I would say; I miss that. 

These are the main ones I could think of. But overall as a year if you ask me, it would be 2022 because it was the best year I had in a long time. 

Now before ending the blog post, I will also share the years I don't want to re-live at all; anything before 2017 is unbearable and some few moments between 2017 and 2022 can't be revisited at all by me. 

So yeah, I don't want to go on by telling the moments or the time I wish to re-live because I have already lived those and if re-live those in that very manner, I might not enjoy it. But I re-live them as the current me, I will definitely relish those moments.