Is everything alright?

Yeah, why do you ask?

You seem like you are stressed?

Am I?

I don't know. Probably not.

I am fine.

I wasn't stressed. Or am I in denial? I will tell you what I am feeling now. I am feeling tired and weary for the last two days. I had a class that was fun and after reaching home, I was exhausted and I hoped to be fine in a good night's sleep. I am still feeling tired and I hope I am not sick. Spring is approaching and it is slowly getting warmer.

A lot is happening this month and I am sticking to a strong routine which might be too much at the moment to handle and that is why I am tired I guess. I am almost sorted in terms of a regular routine to keep with stability as well as creativity. But sometimes you don't feel like doing it even if you wanted to and pushing it too hard might lead to an instant burnout and I am close to having it now.

I am feeling tired as I write this and I don't know what more to say as I write this. Having too much time and too less time is a problem; where you procrastinate and be idle at the former and strain yourself at the latter. There is always a balance to be maintained which at times is overlooked as you are too exhausted to think of anything at times.

I know whatever I am going through will be overcome and it is temporary; even happiness and the good times and all I got to do is relish it as long as it is there. Even if it is sadness. 

It is Valentine's Week which doesn't matter because I don't care (or do I? Of course I don't) and a lot of things are changing for the better and for the worse and it is up to us to see it and accept it.

Well, there is nothing more to say as of now. I think I will step out and that might make me feel better than sitting inside (which I hate and don't enjoy always) It isn't an occasional liberty I crave but a regular and frequent one. 

Anyways, that's all for now. Thank you so much for reading. I will see you in the next one.