What is my worst fear? Being my old self. Being where I am for long. If you are where you are for long, it means you are in prison. Stuck in a rut. Or are you? 

Whatever you set out to do, you certainly want an upgrade and grow, be it through your career or your relationships where you remain constant and end up faltering in the monotony, not to be mistaken with mediocrity. Because there is nothing wrong with mediocrity because I think it's fun. But even in that, you need something more. In other words, same thing but different. 

But the thing is, I am not the only one who wants that. I am not the only one who wants a boost in my goals or to move abroad to pursue my ambitions. I am not the only one who wants a break and go on a solo trip. I am NOT the only one who wants it all.

So when I look back or visit my past, I shouldn't expect people of the past to be there. For example, when I visit my previous workplace, I shouldn't expect people I used to work with to be there. I am not the only one who wanted different things out of life. I am not the only one. Or if I wanted to go back to a city I studied expecting to see someone but I don't. They wanted an upgrade as well. So that is very selfish of me to think like that. Not that I don't wish well of others but I don't know. Because that's life. No point in clinging on to the past because no matter how tightly you hold on to, it is already gone. 

And that is where you apply the technique of moving on. Yes, you want to move on from things or want certain things differently. But guess what? You are not the only one who wants that, mate.

This is one thought that occurred to me in the morning when I found something and I realised I have to be open to a lot of things. Now that is another topic to be discussed in my next blog for sure.

Well, that's all for now. Thank you so much for reading. I will see you in the next one. Bye for now!

P.S.: Last Friday wasn't good for me because everything was going wrong. But not today. Finally, the line has actually thickened into a rope and I have to use that to climb up further.