It's almost the end of another month and a lot is happening around and not much within you. Maybe it is happening too slow for you and too fast with others around you. People are settling, financially independent, getting married, and so on. That's a clear sign that indicates that you have grown old. And as for you, you seem to be stuck in a rut. 

And if there is no growth, then you falter and end up losing touch with almost everything. You think that there is a lot of opportunities and you can seize them anytime you want. But the truth is, it isn't easy as you think it is. As time passes, it is only going to get difficult and once you miss it, it is missed. You may not get it twice and even if you get it, it will never be like the previous one. 

I am sure all of us had missed opportunities and regret losing out on them almost every moment of our life thinking it will stay a little longer but it doesn't because if you don't make good use of it, someone else will and there's nothing that can be done. But once it is gone, it is gone. Regret won't even bring it back. So what you have to do is make sure you don't repeat the same mistake. 

Maybe the choice you made may not be in your interest but somewhere or the other, it would have been beneficial and you realise that after you have missed it. You never realise the value of something (or someone) till you lose it. 

So whatever you do or choose even if you think that it might not be meant for you, just give it a chance and lose it unless and until you are really sure of it. But there are times you lose motivation for the same to pursue it and have to hold on before it expires. This happens with the choosing of a degree course or anything else. Though either it might not be of our interest at least we can give it a chance. 

It might be of our area of interest but once we get the chance to pursue it, we tend to lose interest because we don't have the motivation at all, and that is probably the most difficult phase of all. 

It is difficult to get the motivation but then we can't afford to make the same mistake i.e., losing a golden opportunity. Give it your hundred percent and see how it goes. Good luck with that!