Long time no see!

Where have I been? Well, I have been here and around but I didn't get to be around here because… that's life. But I wanted to be here to express my feelings and share my thoughts and not necessarily like a journal entry but to an extent it is. 

I have been working on sorting my life out because a lot of it is in a dilemma of progress. There is not enough time to do a lot of things. You can't do everything you want to in such a time because there is not enough time, you want more than twenty-four hours a day but you haven't got any unless you wish to be sleep-deprived. So it has become important to make time for what matters more and let the things that matter less slide. All those things sure are important but it is about prioritising things. 

So it is quite a task and also the motivation to do things is the main thing that I sometimes lack just like everyone because I am not the only one facing this problem. And sometimes you don't feel like doing things but you have to, there is a pressure which you have got to overcome and act accordingly. It is the extrinsic factors that affect you internally like the weather, which sometimes your drain your energy or other time calm your soul, irrespective of the season. The place always matters sometimes but then you adapt to it and get it in your control and so it becomes smooth.

Amidst the process of adulting, you sometimes struggle to find time for your passion; writing for example and maybe you don't feel like writing or are too tired and exhausted to even open a page to write. But when you get the time, you tend to go for distractions that should be avoided or controlled at least. The best way to avoid distraction is to replace it with something healthier, which is the hardest or procrastinate the distraction, which is the easiest. 

For example, if you feel like eating KFC but aren't supposed to, the two ways to resist the temptation is to consider eating something healthier if you want to eat at that time, or postpone the urge to eat KFC like tell your mind you will have it some other day or later and when that later comes, you won't feel like having. 

I am signing off for now because I have got a lot of work to do and I can't waste any time. Thank you for reading. I will see you in the next one. Hopefully soon!