And here we are at the Final Level of 2021; the last month of the year; December. The month that is supposed to make us feel hopeful, peaceful and joyful thereby ending the year smoothly. Well that is how we want to feel as it is also the beginning of the winter holidays or to be specific, it is the month of Christmas. 

With the pandemic, it is just like any other month maybe better or worse. Now with the release of a new variant called the omicron, things are getting even darker and with that, I am losing hope in this month. I know the month had just started but I am starting to lose grip or faith in the month at the beginning as well and it isn't because of one but many factors involved in this particular feeling. 

Forget the month, even the week itself has been a let down for me; the week beginning ended November and the week ending began December. The first let down was the Two Wheeler test which I didn't make it and I cancelled it rather than opting for a retest when I could have and I could still do that knowing that it will be taking time. 

Another thing is not knowing where to go in the year end when I wanted a break and the sad part is it wouldn't be happening the way I wanted it to happen. I thought of going home for the winter break but then because of the variant and the possibility of new protocols, the chances of going are slime. 

The third thing is the weather which is too humid that even turning on all the fans or even bathing doesn't help. That is one reason I can't do what I wanted to do despite getting extra time and the coming days are more likely to be hectic. 

And the recent one is I got a haircut that ended up being a disaster. Well not as much as you think, but my hair has grown long enough that I needed one to shoot something for my assignment but the barber ended up cutting it too short that I don't look good enough for the shoot video. I should have gotten the haircut after the shoot. Partly, it was my fault for not waiting and partly it was the barber's fault for cutting too short when I told him not to. 

I went up to the terrace to chill, it was quite chilling and the sky showed chances of raining and I couldn't chill for too long because of the lightning and get down. 

So that's the month of December has been so far. I am not saying today was a bad day but I am not having a good feeling about this month and there is no chance of optimism so far. The last years of December were fairly good if not the best but I don't have expectations for December 2021. Not expecting anything as it can lead to disappointment so I guess I should accept the way it is or whatever it is meant to be. 

That's all for the blog, thank you so much for reading. I will see you in the next one.