And… it is Happening Again!!!

What is Happening Exactly? The lockdown, the curfews, all that we have experienced in the last two years. This is because of the rise of covid among the state as well as the country and also because of the variant. 

The last two happened during the mid-year and this time, it is happening at the beginning of the year. The month had just started and even before we could get on track, it is all being put on hold. Classes are going back online, the 'Work From Home' system is being applied and the events are also controlled with proper restrictions. All back to how it had been before and it can go on for a while. The pandemic is a boon and bane at the same time and I am not here to talk about the boon but the major bane is that it delays a lot of things and there is absolutely no time to lose because there is a lot to do. 

Even though I thought that I would push myself harder in achieving my goals and staying consistent, the external environment pulls down your enthusiasm makes it less exciting and there is lack a of motivation in achieving what is meant to be achieved. 

The year has become a failure even before it started; this is what we think at the moment. A lot to do for the year and it has gone downhill even before we could start. Before it started, it was all about fatigue and when we started, the pandemic intervenes. Do you have hopes of everything back to normal? Well, I lost it after remaining indoors for six months. The first lockdown was hard because I wasn't at my mine own place for six months and I was looking forward to flying back home. In the second lockdown, I was in the city I do my course and didn't go home as I preferred to stay there and that was my own decision to stay back rather than being a refugee at a relative's place where I was restricted. I am not saying that they chain me or prevent me from doing things, it's just that I don't feel liberal enough there. But the place I live makes me feel liberal and only if I utilise that well rather than letting it be, I would have been much more productive and efficient. 

Let's see what the third lockdown has in store and it really isn't much of a lockdown as it was for the last two years for sure. Well, who knows?