Hi friends, 

This blog is about my darling mother. For all human beings they mother are best, for me also I feel my mom is the best mom in the world. She sacrifices many things for us. During her childhood, she grown up in poor family and after marriage also she was in middle class family, but she fulfill all our wishes.

I loves my mom so much. I been like she is everything to me. Literary, I don't know anything to decide individually and do nothing. She take cares of me in all. She knows tailoring from teenage. So she stitches clothes for neighbours and save money for us. 

Once I married, started missing her. Then, in my pregnancy I started feeling the motherhood. Enjoy the tiny legs kicking, rolling in my stomach makes my mother more happier. Then my little prince arrived, he been with my mother only most of the time. 

We lead a happy life as a family. One fine day, my mother had a doubt of incurable disease. Frankly speaking, I don't know about the seriousness of that disease. We started taking medical tests and our bad time my mother diagnosed with breast cancer. Started taking treatment (operation, radiation, chemo) for that disease. She suffered alot during the treatment. Her hairs,eyebrows gone, she become very lean,etc etc. No words to explain that pain. I pray God everyday no one should get that bad disease. We taught she cures also she become normal. Again, after 3 months she started saying paining in the backbone. We all taught just because of her weakness but immediately we took her to hospital. That was the time I really broke down and still now able to come out from that word. Doctor said disease spread to the bone and all parts of body so unable to cure her and only few months she will be alive.

We didn't lose the hope, and also we don't have money to continue treatment. I started raising fund in many platforms. But finally we are not able to get back my mom. She is such a angel, smiles beautifully but now she is not in my life. Mothers are the precious gem for every human being, once she gone we can't able to keep anyone in that place and also no one can replace her place. She is unique in all. I struggles alot to come out from her memories and thoughts. More than me my father suffers to come out from her memories but still not possible for us. It's being 5 years. We living with her memories. 

I feel very difficult to handle the situation after her absence. Am very depressed and few days later to change my mind I started reselling business(dropped and searching new ideas) and started concentrating on my son. Started living for my kids. When you are a mother, you are never really alone in thoughts. A mother always have to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. Now being a mom and trying to fulfill my kids wishes and make th happy every second in they life. 

Thanks for reading my story. Hope u all likes, do support my blogs. If you people wishes, I started posting interesting things about my kids.