Life is never a easy ride despite the help and support we receive from all.. We are humans and therefore we are bound to have unique interpretations and opinions.. But what if there are contradictory opinions dumped on a decision that you are expected to take despite the limited information and an overload of opinions and mere observations? 

This poem just tries to capture the pain behind the decision making and taking into consideration of all opinions around you.. Sit back and read now😊

My decision decides my future that lies ahead

And you have to hear all as you are not the head

But is it not my fate that is being decided? 

Then why are all so weird and absent minded? 

Me and decision making never was in sync

My life was never an easy go barbie girl in pink

Yet for my family it was easy to choose

But when it comes to me I wonder whose!

Cause too many are ready to interfere and guide

On my already rough and scratchy ride

All put me in a fix and quickly run away

Now alone how do I find the right way? 

Can't someone just decide and force me? 

So atleast I can blame someone for what I didn't forsee.. 

Am no expert to know what awaits in my destiny! 

Don't tell me that I am my own enemy

My confusion who will ever understand? 

Who will let me know where I should stand? 

Can't hurt anyone when I finally decide

But my opinions are already dumped on a side

My worries seem to never find its end

Is there anything that I can do to send? 

All my thoughts far into a disappearing land? 

I don't mind even it becomes heaps of sand! 

But please don't enter my life anymore

I cannot handle what you have in store

I search for peace and a company

But don't strangle me with too many! 

Let me breathe and let me not decide

Give me a chance and a way to hide

I promise not to bother anyone ever

But don't pressurize no matter even if you are my lover! 

Teach me the technique how you all skip or survive

So that I too may overcome the obstacles and drive..

Do let me know if you have lost your sanity over having to decide that changes your life but you haven't had an idea how to sort or which to choose

Once again thank you all for your support and love