People are very good at judging for whatever we do, our attitude and our mindset, our overthinking and every action you do! They don't want to know how much struggle you are going through each day…how much you are pushing through every single day praying for a huge miracle even if your life is on the verge of breaking into another million pieces although you have started breaking down long ago!

This poem is dedicated to all who advise and assume that my thoughts put me in depression rather than how depression is changing me and my mindset!

Every day I wake up hoping it is better today!

Although my overthinking comes to stay!

Even before I actually wake up and welcome!

The day and the pressure that is yet to come!

I don't wish for any horrible bad scenarios!

But my brain simply chooses to be in chaos!

And I belong to the rare unlucky bunch who cry

That struggles, never gets anything in first try 

Everything should be fought for and with tears 

Yet life throws at you what is worser than all your fears!

So how do I even face life with positivity and smile!

Am struggling to push through even a small mile! 

And your blaming and scheming is making it worse!

I don't want to listen and just want to curse!

But am brought up as a good chap so how do I hurt!

Specially when all are trying to dig all my dirt!

So far I endured how can I bear my parents' tears 

They have no idea what I went through with my peers 

So when I act even a little rebellious they lose it!

And I simply can't hold back even a little bit!

My thoughts don't get better when you daily taunt 

My hidden tears, my scars is all I have to flaunt 

Do you dare to even heal even a single scar? 

Or am I an indestructible big burning star? 

That burns to give light as it slowly dies!

Will the Sun stop anyday to appear or rise?

Will I no longer be happy and back to my former child!

That enjoyed life and all the hurt were always mild!

So please I don't ask you to bear my insecurities 

But don't blame, make me a sport of your atrocities!

My struggle is long and unbearable I know 

But believe me, I can't handle another blow!

Accept and embrace if it's possible or simply ignore!

Thanks for reading and liking!