The pandemic has put our mind on a rollercoaster and our minds can't seem to cease thinking!! There are days when you are elated and overexcited over the smallest of the gesture by someone. There are also days that you feel depressed over the tiniest and the silliest thing. The thoughts that we have can make us even think we are crazy one moment and mature the very next moment!!! We can proudly say we are among the weird ones who survived these tough days despite our strange and almost impossible thoughts. 

Here am just jotting down my thoughts over the last few months that has been on a repeat!! Sit back and read and let me know if you could relate too!!! 

Too many days that I simply sit

When actually could use some wit

I dream as a silly girl about fame

Dreams tend to be difficult to tame

It stays so clear and strong in my mind

But to drive the dream, a way is harder to find!! 

There are days I sit simply crying

Wondering if am the only one blaming

My twisted luck during this pandemic

Will my story also ever become an epic? 

Or will failure be talked about all the time? 

Will I be remembered only for my crime? 

There are days that am so busy

That I tend to simply go crazy

Wishing there is no more hard work!!! 

But money and trips in my deck!! 

Instead of the stupid deadlines and faces

I prefer at times adventures and mazes!! 

There are days that I just shout

For no reason wanna run out! 

Not meet or talk to anyone!!! 

No fun needed but just a gun!! 

To satisfy my inner anger that erupts

Not wanting anyone who interprets!! 

There are days I crave for friends 

Even if they are at unapproachable ends!! 

Just wanna fight and have fun all day !

Spend with them all through the way!! 

Not caring about what the world wants 

Not worrying about anymore I can'ts!!!

_Maria Johnson 

I dedicate this to all crazy ones out there who are just like me on this life's journey!!! My days are mix of all situations mentioned above but still the day has to go on!! May we have better days, may be a routine for our life that we lost during this pandemic.Let us also keep in prayers who have lost their dear ones, jobs and inner peace. 

So let us ride this life just picking all positivity and ignoring all our pains and struggles behind prepared for the next adventure of life!!!!