First of all I thank all of you for reading and supporting me through this journey of blogging!
In today's blog I would like to show the emotions hidden behind the fear a person has even though the world finds it funny and superficial. All of us have fears both big and small that we wish nobody knows because we are scared of the criticism that follows and the umspoken advice and laughter at our distress...
Hope this poem helps you understand yourself beer and understand what othera go through no matter what the fear is..
Why did I start having a fear I have no clue
But once I think, I know it makes my day blue
I know that my fear is really silly and funny
But believe when I say it makes everything blurry
My solid resolution to face it all dissappears
All the worst possible scenarios suddenly appears
Don't blame me for what my mind prepares
I know nowadays nobody really cares
And when I am forced to face my fear
And my eye is on the verge of dropping a tear
Laughter of the nearest literally breaks me
When will you be ready to understand and see
How am struggling to even peacefully breathe
Can't you see the fear roaring underneath?
Can you for once feel what's on my mind?
When horrid scenes play suddenly on rewind
How my fear despite my efforts stays
How it is difficult to get it out of mind even after days
I sincerely do try to follow your weird advice
When still doesn't reduce my fear are you wise?
Or am I stupid to listen to you and try?
How many times have I refused to cry
But lost everything when fear encroached
It is as if my fires of fear is suddenly torched
All I see is danger and I forget everything
I wish I could atleast remember something
Forget why my heart can't bear little fear
Wish I could keep my mind simple and clear
Stand brave and live without falling apart
Keep close and tight the falling part
Please know that I will someday overcome
When you never knew you were wrong yet come
To guide and help me which I don't know
Don't know if it is sincere and white like snow
Or just random talk that goes on flow...
Let us not hurt anyone by our comments or laugh when we don't know what they are going through. Let hs slowly but steadily face our fear and the world.