I miss you

The most favourite phrase of me nowadays. Even though i am seeing you photo. By saying this it feels like i am missing you even more.Why fatevis so cruel why time is so fast i hate us. 

Now seeing you feels like an eternity. Now it seems more difficult to see you. Why it feels like winter even it is only August. My heart is also freezing cold without your warmth with me. I want to travel the whole world with you by taking your hands. My loneliness keeps increasing like the snowflakes as they depict my sadness. When will this cold days will end so that the spring can return

Like these beautiful moses like the small particles of wind. I wish i could fly towards you like a snow flake. Like the sand particles with the wind so i could reach you faster 

Snowflakes are falling. Little by little as they fall apart. Everything seems so pure like a milky white blanket. I miss you. How long till i have to wait to meet you. How many nights are still to be passed. To see you 

This winter and the cold nighrs will pass away. Then the spring will come. I will pass everything until the flowers bloom again. Just promise me to stay a little longer. Everything is changed is it you or is it me who has changed. The time is passing by i hate this moment. We also have changed just like everyone who used to say everyone will change. You know i hate you. You left me too. But still in my memories you are present. 

I try to exhale you like the smoke that i exhale from my ciagrette. I said i will erase you but only i know how is it not possible.

You used to know everything. You were my bestfriend. The morning will surely come again. No darkness no season no nights stay longer at some point they do dissolve with the brightness. 

Maybe now the winter are decreasing the spring is yet to come. The berries are also blooming. I miss you. Just wait a little just maybe few more nights  i will come to see you. 

Just pass the end of this winter cold until the spring comes again until the flowers bloom until i will come to see you.

Until this winter day will transform to the spring day