Please STAY ALIVE

Where did all go wrong? Where everything starts to go wrong. I ask myself sitting in the corner of my room every day. In the dark room with blood spots, I cannot see anything around me only the darkness and the red color which shines even in the darkness. Loneliness is my friend. Darkness is my only friend. My hand reached out for someone to hold. Am I Strange? Please, somebody, save me

There are not going to be any miracles. Hide in the moonlight. My hopes are not too much but still, I think it is too much that's why no one wants to increase my hope. On those sleepless nights, the nightmares haunt me. My eyes are wide open it feels like a miracle that some words are still there to help me

 You are my savior who has saved me through my nightmares the words which I want to listen to. Those few words were my salvation through my journey. Those few words saved me. I am too grateful I will be by your side even if my feet start to bleed. I will be by your side just like you were there for me through your words. Maybe I can not give you the words that will help you but I will always be there for you for your comfort in your hard times like you did for me

The shadow of the darkness is growing bigger but it is okay I have you my hope my light. Just smile like you always do. At times when I get too much scared. Why I am feeling like this. These feelings haunted me. I am scared of my own existence. If you haven't come to me. That darkness and my nightmares would have engulfed me long ago. Maybe I will not be able to stay alive. But you are there your words were there just like a miracle you have given me a hope to STAY ALIVE 

At the end of every endless night. I didn't know that there was an end like this to my haunted nightmares. You raise me up That comes like a miracle in my life. hat few words that saved me just like a miracle. You are my only salvation from these nightmares. my only salvation in my life. Just don't give up on me comfort me I will try my best just please do not give up on me. If I lose my only light in this dangerous world I will not identify even myself. Just always please STAY ALIVE