I study religious books and read articles and try to read psychological information and facts but this concept of self knowledge is making me confuse day by day what I think about myself is this self knowledge or self perception. Because I try to become positive and confident but people around me or you can say people around my world have never showed the same thoughts about me as I think about myself although I know the fact that I shouldn't bother me what people think about me but this is really confusing ok if I will not think about or care about what people think about me than who will prove my perception my thinking right about myself . I am confused that's why I am sharing thoughts today to clear this confusion. Ok if I clear this thought that I shudnt think about people's thinking about me than my fate or my destiny or my life will prove what is right about me my thinking or there's. Right but sometimes people who are close to you maybe some friends or family keep buzzing you about your nature your habbits and become judgemental or observing you more than anything than that makes you think about rethinking about your perception of behavior or habits. For example if I say I am a fun-loving cheerful person but living with family sometimes you lost you temper or say anything annoyingly  than they will keep reminding you about that and says that you have irritating nature or have no patience than what will you do or what will you think ?? I use to start rethinking that they are close they maybe right and become quite and lost my cheerful and loving nature is that right I mean their thinking actually works and I change is it right now. And again the same question arises if I were not like they think than why I am now becoming what they think. Although I believe positive auras and people makes you positive and negative makes u negative. Than why we say people's opinion doesn't matter when we actually know that it matters and affects your inner peace . What is the solution of this confusion I am still searching . Lot of thoughts keep running in my mind but they are all confusing so trying to solve this riddle of life if you can Share your thoughts I will be delighted. Please don't make this fun as I am very serious about psychological study and self study. Always keen to know myself my inner wellness 

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Regards Konica