Months went on passing by. I personally started feeling something for him. I dont know how I would describe that but whatever it was I feared to express that. Suddenly one day, I said “I want a boyfriend. Do tell me if you know someone”. He said “I would like to nominate myself for it then”. I said “ Okayyyy, a three day talk and then you have the answer to your proposal”.It feels so good right when your favourite person messages you. It feels as if the day is complete. I also felt the same. I would always wake up with a sweet smile and go back to sleep smiling. Because the last person to text was always him. I would feel so happy due to this small little interaction between me and this person. The way he would compliment, complain and flirt had my heart. But seems like that HAPPINESS DOESN'T LAST FOREVER!!!!

I was so happy and confined in this small little world of mine that I never thought out of the box. For me, he was the only person I would open up to, talk to and sometimes flirt back. He proposed me on the very first day when this stupid search of MY BOYFRIEND began. It was somewhere around 11p.m. And when I read those words, my heart started pounding, my mouth went dry, eyes ready to pop out of the sockets and hands trembling. But I didn't write the answer when all of you might already know that it would definitely have been a YES!!!! 

I literally thought he was being serious, but the other day I got to know that he was not. He already liked someone else. MY FRIEND. It didn't hurt me because he liked someone else but it hurted more because all this time I had been asking him, “ Do you like someone?" And the reply would always be “No”. And therefore, I fell for him. After confirming it with him that he didn't have a crush. If it was always like that, then why did he give me those special moments. Why did he flirt with me, made me trust him to an extent that my smile depended on his texts?? But somewhere I was at fault too. I shouldn't have trusted him with my happiness because in the end you alone have the right to either live a happy life or a sad one. 

I would say it is not easy to move on but trust me it's not worth it wasting your precious time and energy on someone who doesn't even care once you leave. So, I too moved on, but this time not like everyone' cup of tea but like someone's shot of vodka.