I completed my class 11 in 2019. However my result of class 11 is not that good as compare to class 10 . By the way I got 89% in class 10. That is really big deal for average student like me. I thought that I get overconfident after get that much marks in board class that I didn't study in class 11.so, I have supply in maths but because of new thing Corona I passed. Beleave me that time I don't hate Corona even I say myself like “okay na, you passed because of this ” but boss who knows that it's not a 1or 2 month thing.
At starting everything is close no 🏫 ( school) , no friends . It's feel horrible without friends 😔 . But because of technology we can manage. I found a coaching (achiever accadamy ) where some of my school friend and also new friends. Also that time I didn't start study ,why? You guys know that feeling like you are a big girl. And I started thinking like I can study any time finish my whole syllabus. That time my coaching teacher ( bhaiya ) show me where I really stand by taking test . Than I realised no I have to study and I started study because he taking revision test Sunday to Sunday and I barely got good marks in some chapter.
My grandmother make me study harder she always want me to pass me with atleast 90% in 12. I know that I can't but I tried. Than my practical start and ya that was really good but because of increasing Corona cases some practical postponed till I don't know when. I started sketching and found I am really good at it . I make 5-6 sketch everyone like it and my grandmother love it. She really appreciate me in everything she buy me copy for sketching and also sketching pencil . After some drawings I put it in side and start focusing on study I really am improving .
Than a big festival came HOLI everyone in my family is excited not only because of Holi but also because my birthday is also in Holi 29 march .
My grandmother make my whole family come together at that occasion . It seems like she really want everyone be with her. My uncle, aunty ,younger brother (chachu , chachi and parth ) my bua( father's sister) , Didi ( bff) and duggu ( 8 year old cutie ) .
Everyone plane surprise party for me. Make a cake ( my mother and ua sail cake) so it's really good cake . After a long time I celebrate my birthday with that much fun. And ya grandmother is also that much happy after long time.
7 April 2021 everyone went back . Chachu ,chachi live in Bhopal, and bua ,di and dugu in chaurai.
Everything is going right my grandmother want to inovat our house so, papa ( Dad) planning about it but suddenly in 9 April my grandmother fall down and all are scared . But she is fine after two hours.
Than some days her health is not that good but we are able to manage it .
In 15 April her situation is even worst . She is not able to breathe so, many other problem. I am not able to she her at that condition my father take my grandmother (since childhood I told her maa ) hospital she is admitted in ICU and we all are really scared because doctor told she has Corona disease and their is really bad condition in India . We start praying 🙏 to God. I never believe in this Pooja type of stuff but I do all the things for my maa .
Her condition s not improving her oxygen level is going down .
She started forgot many things not able to talk but 17 April her situation is improving . I am happy I started listing things what I do with her when she come back.
At night 10:30 PM i went to room try to sleep in 11: 30 my brother came to my room told me to come with him outside. I thought she is back ,my maa is now with me but when I went their my chachu ,( he come back from Bhopal because of her situation) and papa is crying and they told me she is no more ..
My life is over at time . Everything is seem like finish for me .
