IS TRUST GAINED OR IT IS EARNED?

According to me, TRUST cannot be described as GAINED OR EARNED. If someone makes you believe in him/her than you start trusting the person. 

Trust is not bad but MY EXPERIENCES MAKES TO HARD TO TRUST SOMEONE EASILY. It maybe that I talk to you daily or we have a great bond but believe me it maybe that I DON'T TRUST YOU.

The problem here is not with you but my past.

I trusted a person so much that he taught me never to trust someone. Trust a person wisely, because it is you who is being fooled not him. ONCE YOU TRUST A WONG PERSON, HE WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO TRUST SOMEONE BACK EASILY.

The past experiences with him was so good just like a fairy tale but he turned it into a NIGHTMARE. 

I wish we would have never met or the end would have been better. I hope you or any other person never do this to a girl that you did with me.

I know many of you have had a hint of the thing that happened with me, but i hope you understand that I will not able to share it here.

When our relation ended, I never thought that you would do something even worse than calling me with slangs and spreading humors about me of changing boyfriends every night. I was okay with it. But what you did with me 3 days ago was horrible. And I was not able to believe and react on it.

When you asked me to meet for the last time, I didn't knew It would be the biggest mistake of my life. You were correct when you said, “ YOU WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY”. I will surely never forget THE DAY.

I hope one day, you will understand what wrong you did with me and maybe with others too. I don't even want your apology but please make sure, YOU DON'T DISRESPECT A WOMEN AGAIN. 

I HOPE, I will be able to forget and trust someone again. I HOPE, I will overcome all the bullshits of my life. I HOPE, I forget all the good and bad memories with you. MAYBE ONEDAY I FIND PEACE IN MY LIFE.

MAYBE,  ONEDAY YOU ARE TAUGHT A LESSON AND YOU CHANGE FOR GOOD.