Have you ever tried to be happy, when you are actually not? Have you ever hid your tears even from your near and dear ones?

If Yes, Congratulations mate you are grown up.

I am not mocking you, but yes you have crossed the turning point in Your life when you have to deal with certain things in your life all alone. Hiding your pain from parents, friends and near and dear ones.

I know, Its tough, Its really is. When you need your loved ones near you but you can't share with them.

My dear friend, I am here with you, take deep breadth and relax, keep calm these days shall soon pass.

And In future you will have that person with whom you don't have to express yourself your eyes will say it all.

Let me tell you one of my part.

A few days ago, I was having a bad day really a bad one. When at night I was stressed, broken and tears rolled down my face.

I was not able to control myself. I remembered what happened with me 4 years ago. I know its a long time but the chapter is not yet closed. The answers to my questions are not yet answered.

Even now when I remember the time, I wish I would have never met you my bestfriend. ( will share with you the story behind this in my next blog).

That night I wanted my nearest people with me but it wasn't possible as my friends couldn't come as it was late night and my parents know nothing about it. I tried to control myself. Talked to my friends and slept crying.

The next day when I woke up, I was not able to contact eyes with my mother. As if I thought she will know what my condition is.

But you can hide nothing from your mother. She came to me and asked me, Was I okay? But I wasnot. I tried to explain her that everything is okay and good with me. But at last she told me that If I wanted to share everything with her than I can.

But I didn't shared anything. I didn't wanted her to be sad as I am. I want my loved ones to be happy.

You know what, Smile and be happy for your loved ones and try to forget all the sad memories.