In lockdown days, I feel happy for that i can stay free from studying for exams and be chill for the rest of the days. Then only i realize that our mind also affected by the intake of our every information. As i stopped reading and have started watching movies & series. 

Most people feels that urge in these corona times. So i watched as many as movies i can. And it is totally make me depressed. Because the movies released in corona times in india are also bad as the 2nd wave. the depressions start with the daily corona count. i stopped watching for a while. I got affected by corona, and the signs for that are really bad

 corona affected:

while i sleep peacefully, suddenly a vibration wake me up at 2am. my body feel high temperature and i terrrored of death. Before that day, i thought that if i got corona i can happily die by that than living this hell life. that morning i can't lift a vessel and i feel really weak. my body weight is started decreasing even i ate some meat and others which have higher calories. i feel very demotivated. cause, i workout(in home) for 2months and finally got my body fit and the confidence i never have. all that suddenly falls due to that filthy corona.  i lost the taste in my tongue (the bitter one). You can found the cold & warm hearted persons in those worst days. 

cold and warm ones:

My uncle is the only person who helped us through the covid days by giving us the supplements (foods and etc.). Others feels fear/not really cared to help us. many people as individual are helped the poor ones by giving foods and the TN government helps by food & money to the people which helped a lot.  the gas cylinder rate also given a subsidy for the people and it really helped. 

the ambulance drivers are the one who got the worst name all over the year. they ask for the extra money as 200% of the actually allotted fees by the government. Also the central government increases the petrol and diesel rates (INR70 to and reached  Rs.100/litre).

 the auto, taxi and other transporters are totally affected the through the lockdown. the transports like lorry and others are the one allowed for the suppliments. the transporting agencies are affected by getting the fees in crores. the eduactional institutions are totally affected and some of them were asked for the full fees from the parents. 

this made some middle-class parents to join their children to the government schools for a while (the government don't do online class mostly but through the channel called 'KALVI').  cause, the government schools are free of fees. but the parents don't use it. if they do there will be bad for the pride and honor. but the corona took it all.

the doctors, police men, the media people are totally stretched so much in these days.

After the two waves,  all are expecting the 3rd wave( while Africa countries facing 4th wave). but the vaccines to the people are highly accelerated now. Hope we get to the normal days.