So yes I do not know how to begin but ya I always wished for a genuine friend in my life yaaa a genuine ‘friend’. Because I feel that having one as the best is better than having many who do not value you. So for me a friend actually means that someone to whom I can speak out everything. She/ he should take me the way I am. Being a person who gets dependent easily I would ask suggestions related to everything and a friend should help me sought things out to take the best decision. And more over a friend would mean everything to me.Being a 22 yr old individual I have faced many situations which make it difficult for me to trust on someone easily so basically I mean that I am scared because I can't take more betrayals. I believe that a friend can build u up and if he /she is not a true one then they can break u up into pieces. I m not against a group of frnds or a gang but then within that gang u will have that one favourite person to whom u feel like sharing each and everything.During my school and college life I have come across many friends, some of them left and some stayed and I m in a dilemma if I have my best one among them. Some departures are still unhealed so I can't take a new wound or it could lead to hemorrhage. And also for me love and friendship are 2 very different things and I don't feel that your love can be your friend, let me make it clear it's one of my personal views .Many of u might have had your friends as your life partners but my concept is a bit different. Many of you would go against me for this point of mine but then everybody is different in their own way. For me love is not friendship and friendship is not love. They are 2 different entities,and again these 2 are valuable in their own ways. And also I am a person who do not love myself so again a friend let me correct it, a genuine friend can make me love myself.

I think it's better to conclude it here because I can't constrict my entire thought in a single blog. Will continue my thoughts in the upcoming blogs.