They don't speculate, how a movie can change the “Prospect” of looking towards the world or living your own life. But I always do Believe in it, actually not always but suddenly something changed inside me, something that kicked the “Me” out of myself, the actual me. Till that time I was totally lost, searching for my real identity.
I know you might be thinking about where this is going? Where am I leading you guys to?🤔
So let's sit down and lay back, cause this wheel is going to roll back some years back in past.
It was the winter, it was a college trip to Kerela. It was a bunch of 40 students, we all have planned everything where to go, where to stay everything was set. Our tickets got booked, we were going by train, as it was the last moment plan so we haven't got all tickets confirmed but we adjusted and all had fun. Everything was going well and the trip was organized with a travel planner who was a friend of mine. Then we reached there, we took some rest and planned to went to the beach. We all went shopping we visited so many sites. Enjoyed a lot.
Everything was going fine, then it was time to return, I don't know what happened it's almost 2 days left to leave one of my friends, she was trying to set me up with one of the guy friends and I was not interested at all.
So I ignored him totally she (my friend) was trying hard to fix me up with that guy but as I didn't take any interest in him, so he didn't bother me again, but something got changed with my friend she was not talking to me and ignoring me totally. I totally not getting the thing all of a sudden my friends ( we were 4 girls very close to each other) were giving me some weird look as if I did something wrong, something against the law.
On the last day, my friends and that guy was hanging together, they came to call me to but as I was not comfortable with that guy around the cause, of course, that guy proposed to me and I didn't accept that proposal so how should I face that guy so I stay in the room all by myself. The night passed and it was time to leave Kerala and catch our train, from that moment I was getting some negative vibes from my friends, in that whole boggy of the train I was all alone with some strangers cause my friends were not talking to me, and someone spread a rumor that I have a boyfriend at that moment I was feeling I hope I was having a boyfriend but I don't. at least I don't have to get humiliated so much.
2 days and 1 night I was on that train and now was talking to me because of this rumor about which I have no idea, later I got to know through some other girl of our college. I didn't eat 1 whole day and they were not even bothered to ask I went into depression, I called my MAA explained to her everything whatever have happened she was holding me up all the time as there was a signal problem so I was not to be in touch with her continuously. Then when the signal came back I called her and asked he to please pick me up from the station, at midnight the train reached the destination and my parents were there to pick me up.
As when I saw them I just hugged my mother and they somehow managed to make it to sit in the vehicle cause I wasn't sleeping on the train for the whole 2days and 1 night, I was awake and was mourning about the incident that happened just because of my one denial. When we all reached home I was so sleepy that I can't stand also. So just took a warm bath and went to bed, and the next whole day I was sleeping and knowing everything my parents also didn't disturb me. But something just broke inside me might be the betrayal of my friends, they were not there went I needed them.
I haven't done anything wrong so why am I staying at home and mourning over all these things, those who betrayed me were never meant to be my friends so that's good whatever happened be strong and believe in yourself cause life will teach you a lesson time to time you have to learn from it and have to move forward. So Love yourself and let go of everything but to a limit when it is getting out of your hands then stand for it make yourself realize that no one can just treat you like trash whenever they feel.
So that's how a movie changed my prospect towards life and my way of looking towards it.
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