How many of you feel lost in this big and widest place on the planet? Imagine yourself with a group of friends laughing together, eating, and having fun, and still, you are lost somewhere.
There are days you don't feel like so, because you are too occupied to be giving it a thought. But when you just sensitize your thoughts a bit, you feel empty from within. There is no one to talk to, even though you have hundreds of friends on your list. That feeling of voidness is difficult to handle, for it can kill you from inside. You remain irritated all the time and don't like to open up because you think no one can understand what you are going through.
The reason for experiencing this has not been very clear to me till now. I have however figured out ways to deal with it.
You can also feel lost when you are with your beloved partner, your supportive parents, and your caring friends. You have a decent job, but still, you are running after another to find something that you have no idea of.
Isn't Life started to feel like a race, you get up in the morning, follow your morning routine, get prepared for the whole day and pass the day to just finish it by watching your favorite reels on Instagram, or reading pages of your favorite novel, or eating your favorite food at home or in a restaurant. That's it. Don't you all agree with me?
The monotonous routine has taken up our entire life and we just wait for a day off to settle all pending works or to just relax. Cannot all this be normalized, and just start living our every day to the fullest. Seems difficult, but not impossible. All the fancy things you possess might give you temporary pleasure, but what about the feeling that you get when you are alone awake at 3 thinking of something unexplainable? Do these things help, cannot say confidently.
So, This is all for this blog where I mentioned the feelings that many of us might experience or are still going through. Or in simple words, I would say are Lost like me.
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