This memory goes to the time, when I started my work life.

Far away from home, far away from delight.

Hopes to try new post, hopes to try new life.

With all spirit saved from past time.

New choices with new ardour.

Ready to seek the new adventurer.

Moving forward to make the new possibilities.

To conquer the life with more curiosities.

Everything worked out everything was going just fine.

Until one unexpected evening liquor influenced our mind.

Intoxicated her and blown my mind.

I told her mine, she told her life.

Wrecking of family is worse of all time.

Losing someone you love gives an eternal pain for life.

Change you forever and everything alongside.

Can’t compensate those last moments is the biggest regret of life.

Never experience such pain in my own,

Opens a new pandora box of life.

At the edge of my emotions,

Everything feels so absurd and futile.

All ambitions disappeared in the dark cloud of fright,

Leaving a big question mark on existential crisis.

Melted in the moment wanted to change my fate,

As my fears started questioning my own aim.

Life in danger teaches more than the life in plain,

Living in a moment is easier than anyone could claim.

Even the thought of losing those moments,

Induces a great pain in vain.

Bundles of questions started colliding in my brain,

Seeking here and there for some gain.

To break this conundrum, He said, and I Quote:

“It’s either Money or Time”.

You can either give money or time,

Or you can either have money or time.

Realizing this war was never between you and me,

It was a trail of money and time.

Stuck in my mind more than anything, I could remind,

Never thought in that way questioned my own choice.

I thought through this a lot and examine every night,

Didn’t like the concept, never wanted to take sides.

Compromising those moments for my growth,

Or compromising my liberty for your time.

Never was good at maths,

But needed to solve this life's inconsistency.

Until the day I realized,

It’s the chemistry that needed some stability.

Not a solution but an equilibratory.

Never found success in bundle of greens,

But in spending those for indeed.

Never found success in lying front of TV,

But in realizing your true meaning

Taught me a new truth of winning.

Taught me a new way of living.

When I stopped looking it for outside,

I saw it always lies inside.

From Balancing the pedals of cycle,

To balancing heart breaks and cries.

From balancing the chemical equation,

To balancing our social rights.

From balancing whiteness of picture,

To balancing account crisis.

From balancing seesaw rides,

To balancing our 60ml pegs.

We lived our lives with one key.

It's neither money nor time.

It's called balancing the life.