Have you ever thought that, a long conversation with your favourite person is a gift of your life and having them is a blessing even they are not with you anymore?

If you used to think about a person who left you or who you left for their mistake or to avoid problems, then read this blog till end. I am not going to answer the above question, because I too don't know that why I am still thinking about a person who left me alone during my tough times, when I need her, it seems like she was ignoring me, I quit.

It feels like I am forcing her to be in touch with me by send so many messages and only get her reply after one or two days.

But I don't know, what's happening in her life right, so I  can't blame her for this bad phase of our relationship, so I am just spending my days by living in the past with her memories.

I am still stuck in 2022 and her memories, there is a lyric line in tamil song, which means “may all the lovely time we spend together will fade as a dream 💔”.

Like that the time I used to spend with her become memories now. 

Meeting her in personal becomes a dream after try so many times and now met her rarely in my dreams.

Whenever I met a girl similar to her by the way how she potrait her image to others by her dressing, her accessories like earings and bangles suitable for her outfits and also her soft, tender, gentle words. But I can say that nobody can match as perfect as she done. I was amazed that how she was attractive with any outfits she wore.

So if a girl matches an outfit perfectly with suitable hairstyle and accessories then it will remind me her always.

I hope that my time will come to meet her soon, and all my affection for her will be the same till the earth rotates. I realised that the only thing that hurts me is only my own expectations and now I am ready to accept heartbreaks and reduced my expectations for others. I hope that all her words for me will be true, straight from her heart and she to wants to meet me after all her works to be done and promises to keep.

 With love over-loaded heavy heart…

-Harish.J