I know it's been a long time since I posted something here. But today after a long time I felt like writing something so here I am!!

Hello fellow readers. I hope you all are doing well. And if not then let me tell you SAB THEEK HO JAEGA. SACCHI!!!!

Sometimes I think about who I was and who I am becoming. The day I stepped into my college I ruined my life. Yes, I did.

I was so excited about my college life and now I just think about when I will get the chance to leave this place.

Every day I enter my college campus with the hope of finding a single soul with whom I can vibe. But the only thing I get is a disappointment. I know many people in college but none of them is of my type.

My family members and school friends told me to spend more time in college to make friends but I can't. Being an introvert sucks!

Sometimes I sit near a tree in my college just to see some random and known faces living the BEST DAYS OF THEIR LIFE while I just sit there at the corner wondering how will I survive here? Will I ever get the kind of college friends I wanted? What I am gonna do in future? I miss my home badly. These thoughts keep revolving around my mind every single day. Sometimes I cry but I found no one around me to wipe those tears. Thanks to my mask for saving me every time from being judged by others.

Life is strange. I felt like I was God's favourite child throughout my school life and now He is testing me so hard that I just want to give up. 

I always dreamt of having the coolest college group ever. Bunking classes, exploring new places, doing different adventures, night outs, parties and a hell of a lot of memories. But the only thing which is happening is bunking college all alone because I don't like that place.

I don't know in which direction my boat is sailing. I don't know whether I am on a boat or not. But I am tired.

My dreams are shattered. My expectations are badly broken. But still, I am thankful to those few friends whom I earned in my school life. Thanks to them for always confronting me. I just wish that maybe these clouds of loneliness and suffering will disappear soon and I may get the chance to witness the beautiful sunrise again. 

I don't know if whatever I have written is feeling relatable to you or not. But if it does then feel free to share your story. I promise to be a patient listener. And remember, SAB THEEK HO JAEGA. Everyone is fighting their own silent battles. So think positive and trust in the universe.❤

Thanks for reading!!