“A lot can happen in a year” I always heard people saying this but i think a lot can happen in SECONDS. 

Hey everyone.This blog is about my those scary days whose memories still haunts me.I request you to continue reading it only if you are mentally strong because I don't want to make u feel sad and lonely. 

My dad was tested positive for covid and he was having covid pneumonia though he was in home isolation but i was feeling helpless.At that time people were dying due to lack of oxygen and ventilators. Every social media sites were full of stories about covid. I was worried what if one day papa needs oxygen and we don't get it on time? 

It was the second day of his quarantine. I was unable to sleep because same thoughts were revolving in my mind. It was around 1 AM when phone rang and I got the news that one of my relative(my fufa ji) left us. He was covid positive too. I was shattered. His daughter is only 3 years old.It was heartbreaking for me.I didn't sleep that night. I was crying whole night.I was just praying that everything gets better soon. 

But after 2 days, one more news came. We all were sitting in a room when chachi called us.Chacha was having fever but doctor said that it was not covid but he was feeling breathlessness.She was crying. She was not knowing what to do.My family members rushed to Lucknow. Oxygen level reached 55.Though we got ventilator and bed easily because of some contacts but chacha was shifted to ICU. We were not knowing this. We were told that he is in hospital and will be fine soon. 

Here, in home we were worried for papa. He was not eating anything.Even few medicines were out of stock in market. Sometimes I wanted to share my feelings with someone. Once I even wrote a letter to one of my friend but later I deleted it because situation was bad in India and I was not wanting to bother someone as Everyone was fighting their own battles.

So I decided to sdta strong. I began to call my friends and discussing about our good memories. I was trying to escape. I was pretending to be fine but actually I was not fine. My friends, the best ones were trying to motivate me. Some were even scolding me for not sharing anything and acting to be calm. Sometimes their msgs made me cry but those tears were of happiness. I feel lucky to have such idiots in my life. 

So, days were passing but worst was yet to happen. What was that? I will let you know in my next blog because it is not possible to tell the whole story at once. 

Thanks for reading!