…And there she goes , through the toughest roads ,
and there she falls , they win ,
and there she gave up on her dreams , that made her smile within .
The hundredth time that she was killed ,
the hundredth time that they win ,
but little did she know that it was time for her to grin.
Then dark days came , she lost her way ,
she felt just like a prey ,
just steps away , and breaths away from losing what she could win .
Weary nights and swollen eyes ,
all she did was cry ,
she felt like a fish amidst the mist , that somehow lost its fin .
Days turned into months and so the army grew in size ,
she was aloof and all alone ,
with no reason left to fight .
She stared at all the scars she had ,
her wounded hands and skin ,
“…how many times did I try , but why wouldn't I win?”
Then one day , she thought again ,
of whether she was right ,
if there was just another chance of her being alright .
She sat upright and closed her eyes and thought with all her heart ,
maybe she found her purpose ,
for this time she found the missing part .
"…it isn't end of life or end of cries ,
maybe ill fall again ,
but what if this was the very time that I was meant to win?"
…And then she knew how mad and cruel she had been to her own self ,
to think she was only capable of lying to herself .
she swallowed all her blemished thoughts ,
unwilling to give in ,
"…a hundred isn't just enough , to my dreams I wouldn't sin."
She took her sword and flipped the card , the game had just begun
for mighty was the warrior , that hide beneath her skin .
"…how could I think there was no win , when wounded was my heart ?
there's a trillion ways to find my way ,
when I know what I want ."
The night had come , the time to fight ,
her fears pricked like a pin ,
but this time , no way , I won't run away ,
this time there is no spin .
…She took her sword and cut apart ,
the army of her thoughts ,
the very men that once had won , they too just fell apart .
_ “ Never doubt your abilities , your fears would never leave , it's only you that can take your sword and rip them apart . ”
CHASE YOUR DREAM AND REMEMBER YOUR WORTH .