I wished that the day we went for trip should have lasted forever, but it didn't. It was the best day ever for me. We reached home after the trip. And it was most important topic for us to discuss in leisure time. The school days were getting over and exams are nearby. We started preparing for them. But there was no day for me without talking to her..
Days were going on and what matters now are the examinations. And after a month exams were over and we were like free birds. We both scored pretty well but joined in different colleges and chosen for science stream. But we used to talk everyday. I don't know if she got feelings for me or not. She was so special for me but I don't know the same she feels for me the way I feel for her, and I was so nervous to about those things with her. She shares every little thing that was happening in her life throughout the day and I was so exited to listen to the things she shares with me. But I don't know if she had feelings for me neither I don't wanna ask about them!
And an year passed being in college hostel, I learned a lot from friends either they were good or bad . I learned to stay far from parents. Some days later , I decided to confess my feelings for her, but she was definitely thinking like I was the best friend ever for her. and I totally hate that best friend concept.. I understood that I acted as being a best friend for her.. and so I decided to propose her. But I didn't wished as she was my life partner and all that matters to me was to tell the truth and to be honest with her. And then I sent her texts like proposing her.. It went pretty badly and she was angry on me. Then she sent some texts like she's not gonna talk to me, I felt so embarrassing. She blocked in all social media apps! After that I tried to talk many times but she didn't replied me! I don't know if she is going to forgive me ever but I wish all good luck for her future and her dreams.
The above story titled “love or friendship?” was just my thought and never happened really! In my thoughts boy loved truly and he did the right thing of being honest but also a wrong thing to get feelings for a best friend!
What do you all think ?? about getting feelings on best friend? Comment below fam