Hey all the beautiful ladies and gentlemen, I wanna tell you to not to tell everyone what's going on in your life.
Don't think why me ? Because you are the special. And stop blaming yourself for whatever is happening around you. If you are blaming yourself that means you are killing youself from within.
Don't allow people to use you. When you will share you thing to people then they will make fun out of it.
I am not saying everyone is same. But you should know only you will be with youself at the end of the day.
So, here I want to share my experience with you.
So, I needed one mental support because everything around me was not going well. I was very alone. Then I allow one person in my life. I started sharing my things to him as I know him since we were class 5. It was easy for me to trust him.
After some time the word โTrust issuesโ comes into this picture. He started checking my phone. And I allowed him to do that. After some time, he started controlling me and I was not aware of it.
He started blaming me for everything is going in his life . And I started feeling guilty. I used to think that I am the only one who is not giving her 100% in this relationship.
It become a toxic relationship. Everyday I blame myself for not giving my best.
So after some time, I stopped talking to people around me as he has some trust issues . I used to behave the same way he wants.
After certain point of time I realised that I am losing myself. The war was going on within myself. Only I was hurt.
Se I decided to break up. He started acting innocent and promised me that he will never do that again . So I gave another chance to him. Then he cheated on me and named this "Revenge".
Some people just don't deserve your second chance.
He had done these things because I allow him to know me. I shared my weekness.
Stop investing your time to other people. Time is precious and you too.
Stay happy, make friends, be humble, do whatever you want to, but never share you things to anyone specially when you are emotional.
Love yourself. Only you will be there for you.
Keep smiling, stay happy. ๐