Hellllooooooo Frndssss…
hii aaj mai aap sbko apni love story btane ja rhi hu…i wish aap sbko psnd aaye…

mai 5th std tk apni dadi k paas rhi hu..Rajasthan me..n 6th std mai apne mumma papa k paas aa gai mumbai..bcz mai bhut miss kr rhi thi unhe…thn new city,new frnds,new school..everything was new in my life..isi trh 1 year bita n hm 7th std me aaye..tb tk mere bhut se frnds bn gye the..boys se km baate krti thi mai..n hmari claas me ek Shivam(name changed) naam ka ldka pdhta tha..muje wo bilkul b psnd nhi tha..hmesha apni mann marji krne wala..bt muje kaha pta tha ki kisi din mai use apni jaan se b jyada chahne lgungi..thn ek din sir ne use punnish kiya n mere paas bethne k liye kaha..i was shooked..mai gusse me thi wo aaya n beth gya..usle aate hi mai wall se chipkr beth gai..taki usse thoda dur rhu..wo 30 minutes tb to mere liye bhut jyada the..lekin ab sochti hu to esa lgta h kash wo 30 minutes kabhi na bitte…uske naad pta nhi muje kya ho gya tha bar bar use dekhna..uske bare me na chahte hue b sochna..khud se ques krti kya mai Shivam ko like krne lgi hu..n khud se hi khti no way esa kabhi ho hi nhi skta..isi trh hm 7th pass krke 8th std me a gye..8th ki ending tk hm ek dusre se baat krne lge the..bt only comedy baate..jb vacation aaya to mai holidays enjoy krne k liye apni family k sath raj. aa gai…bt tb b Shivam k bare me sochna n smile krna..jese aadat si bn gai thi meri..soch rhi thi kitni jldi holidays khtm ho n mai mumbai jau…n kuch time baad hm mumbai aa gye..jb itne time time baad school gai to jise ye aankhe dekhna chahti thi wo bs Shivam hi tha..bt nhi dikha bhut dhunda..bt nhi dikha..hmesha mujse phle aane wala ldka aaj aaya hi nhi thi..muje lga ab wo nhi aayega..hm sb class me aa gye..mai apni frnd se baate kr rhi thi ki achank uski aawaj suni n dekha to woooo Shivam tha..dekhkr bhut khush hui..uski b nzr mujpr pdi..kuch din beete..

mai bar bar uski trh dekhne lgi thi…n wo b dekhta tha n jese hi uski nzr mujpr pdti mai mai apni nzr fer leti…khi use ye pta na chl jaye ki i feel something for him..uske mzak msti ab b vesi hi thi..bhut hsi aati muje uske jokes pr..n shayd wo isiliye muje hsata..khudse jb akele me sawal krti ki kya mai Shivam se pyaar krne lgi hu..to dhadkan tej ho jati n ajeeb sa ehssa hota bt kabhi khudko is ques ka ans nhi kr pati..ab dheere dheere muje ye ehsaas hone lga tha ki Shivam b mere liye kuch feel krne lga h..hm dono jb ek dusre ki trf dekhte to jese ye aankhe sb kuch bayaan kr deti jo hmare dil me h..mera ek aur frnd tha Ajeet..hm achhe frnds the.

classes me msti krna baate krna..help krna ek dusre ki..mai nhi janti thi ki wo muje like krne lga h…bt hmara ek dusre se baate krna Shivam ko bilkul b psnd nhi tha..wo hmesha ajeet se khta ki mujse dur rhe baat na kre..nt wo nhi maanta..ek din un dono ka bhut jhagda ho gya meri vjh se..ajeet bhut hurt hua n muje usne bhut bhala bura bola sbke saamne..muje bhut bura lga us wqt…muje pta hi nhi chala ki ye sb kese ho gya..tbse hmari dosti b tut gai ..mai Shivam se b gussa ho gai..na hsti uske jokes pr aur na hi uski trf dekhti..esa kuch din chla fir ek din usne mujse sorry bola..dur se aawaj nhi aayi bt mai smj gai..bhut bar bola..n mene accsept b kr liya..kese maaf na krti pyaar ko krne lgi thi usse..pr hmesha esa lgta ki wo mujpr trust nhi krta hmesha muje khone ka dr tha use..kisi b boy ko mujse baat nhi krne deta..qki shayd class me kuch boys the jo mujse dosti krna chahte the..unme se ek hmare class ka moniter b tha jo aaj ki date me mera bst frnd h…esa frnd kismat walo ko hi milta h..

anyways Shivam NCC me tha so use kolhapur jana tha..treening k liye..wo b 10 days k liye..jb muje pta chala to mai bhut sad go gai.
ghr aakr bhut bhut roi..ye sochkr ki kese rhungi 10 days uske bina..school jane ka b dil nhi krta mera..lekin jb pta chala ki Shivam b muje bhut miss kr rha h..mere bina rh nhi pa rha h..wo jld se jld vaps aana chahta h..to ek pal k liye khush hui ye sochkr ki Shivam b mujse bhut pyar krta h..uska mo no b aa gya tha mere paas..jb b use call krti bahar se tb wo bzy hota..n jb ek din usse baat hui to kuch bol hi nhi pai..ulta class ki sari girls ko hmare bare me pta chl gya..meri glti ki vjh se..lekin jb wo vaps aane wala tha mai bhut khush thi..ki ab mai apne Shivam ko dekh paungi…jb usne muje aur mene use dekha to jaan me jaan aa gai..jese sara jahan mil gya..pr ab b hm ek dusre se baat nhi kr pate the ..mai hi nhi kr pati thi ab to ye sochkr ki Shivam ko meri feelings k bare me pta chl gya h..wo kya sochta hoga mere bare me..isi trh kuch din beete..

lekin sch kahu to mera jo drm boy tha Shivam usse bilkul opp tha..
use study jyada psnd nhi thi n mai class k top students me se ek..every year hand writing compition winner…bt kya kru..kisse pyaar soch smj kr thodi hi kiya jata h..ye to bs ho jata h..isi beech meri mumma ki tabiyat bhut kharab ho gai ICU me addmit krna pda..meri exams chl rhi thi..sare relatives raj. me the..to sara kaam muje krna pda..bt 1-2 days baad sb aa gye the…mama..masi n all..kahi na kahi mumma k is halt ki zimedar mai thi..ye pta hote hue k unki tabiyat kharab h..na to unki help krti aur na hi unse dhang se baat..meri exams ki vjh se..bt jb mene apni mumma ko ICU me dekha to bhut roi..khud pr b bhut gussa aaya..sbne mujpr hi blame kiya mumma ki is halt pr..mera classes chudva diya..sb vaps raj. ja chuke the bs maasi hi hmare paas rhi kuch din..isse muje ghr k kaamo me bhut help mili..mai roj raatko roti mumma ko dekhkr..dr. ne us wqt ye b bol diya tha ki meri mumma ka bachna ab bhut mushkil h..isi trh kuch time bita..masi b ja chuki thi..mumma b thik ho gai thi..fir new year aaya..ab happy happy sa tha..Shivam aur mai ek dusre ko bhut chahne lge the..14 jan ko mene use fst time apne ghr k no se call kiya..n only 2 min baate ki..na wo kuch kh pa rha tha aur na hi mai..class me to nhi bt hm dheere dheere ek dusre se phone pr baate krte..is bare me bs meri bst frnd ko pta tha..1 month sb thik rha..14 feb aane wala tha n mai soch rhi thi ki is bar sb achha hoga..mai sbse baate krti..khush rhti hsti…bt Shivam pta nhi use kya ho gya tha..n ha jb b muje usse kuch khaas khna hota mai use letter me likh kr deti..bt 14 feb aane se phle hmare beech kuch b achha nhi chl rha tha..usne muje valentine’s day wish b nhi kiya..mai bhut roi n next day gusse me aakr use phone pr bhut glt bola..mai hurt hui thi..n mene breakup krne ka bol diya..usne kuch bolne ka moka b nhi diya..nxt day jb mene use dekha to uski aankhe dekhkr esa lg rha tha ki wo bhut roya ho..na chahte hue b mai bar bar use dekhti..bura lga ki ye mene kya kr diya..kuch din baad mumma ko hmesha k liye raj. aana tha n wo hm sbko b apne sath lekr jana chahti thi..meri final exam me 1 month hi baki tha..mene jane se mna kr diya..papa ne class teacher se b baat ki muje school chudvane ki..mai bhut roi teacher k saamne

bhut smjhaya papa ko..teacher ne b smjhaya…bt papa mummy ki zabardasti se muje jana pda..raj. aakr mai pta nhi kya bn gai thi..study chut gai..Shivam n apne all frnds se hmesha k liye dur ho gai..na din ka pta na raat ka..bs hr pal aankho se aansu hi bhte..kya mai vaps mumbai ja paungi..agr ye jaan na h to story ka 2nd part pdhna…jldi wo b btaungi…see u soon