Hello my candlemonk fam. This will be my 25 th blog. Oh my God successfully updated my 24 blogs. Thank you for your support and thank you candlemonk.

I'm writing this blog now to rewind my day. A successfully wasted day. From 7 days continues work schedule I got a leave day. Yesterday I decided to make it a productive day. As usual it doesn't happen at all. I couldn't do anything productive. Just wasted a day by sleeping sleeping and sleeping. By the way I'm a person who loves to sleep, I mentioned it in my previous blog about night shift my experience. Hope you all read it.

And yes I watched a Tamil movie named don. A Siva karthikeyan movie. And that was good. 

On my off days I'll stick on my bed. I don't know what an attraction is with me and my bed. I was alone in my home. And rainy too. It's enough for me to think like a hell. I started over thinking. Which is my big negative part. I wanted to change it. But whenever I'm alone I started to overthink. I know many of you are like me. But it's a thing we need to change. 

I realized it today. The overthinking end on a phone call with my boyfriend and the result of overthinking happen. I started blaming him and started scolding him. I know I was wrong and I ended the call. 

Sometimes I can't control my self. The day started with frustration and sadness. 

I know it's a silly thing. And you may wonder why she is sharing such things. Here is the answer. When I overthink and react it gave me depression and frustration. But when I tried to reverse it , I called him back to say sorry I feel so calm. 

For every relationship to stay stronger both should sacrifice. In ours I was not. I want to. But I can't. Oh can anything or anybody help me out . These thoughts filled in my mind and the day went a boring waste day. 

This was all about the day. I realized something,  and I tried to convey it to you. I don't know how successfully I conveyed it. I hope you understand.

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