It's a test of your patience when you have to spend empty hours without a person you love and sometimes such empty hours become more like a bittersweet experience. But you know the reasons and you also understand the situations so the least you can do is to wait and embrace whatever moments you get to spend together. You are grateful that even those endless empty hours you are always on their mind and they miss you as bad as you miss them. Because of circumstances they can't be just there with you and also, even when things were normal, they still had reasons and it wasn't possible for them to be there with you but they always cherished whatever minutes they got. 

Even now, because of chaos they would get even fewer reasons to be with you but nothing is more blissful than knowing that they are trying their best to be with you and you can see it in their eyes in those silent video calls. Actually, you see much more in them and those eyes make you believe in so many things that you feel lucky to have that person with that kind of passion in their eyes. 

No matter how many hours may pass, there's nothing more assuring than knowing that they might be thinking about you and will be looking for every possible opportunity to drop some texts for you. Some relationships can be very complicated and even though there's lack of modes of communication and you could barely communicate enough, you both understand each other's significance and love each other as much as you can. Honestly, sometimes the sadness takes over and you feel so upset to not being with them, it's like your heart literally craves their presense and you just want to run to them. But then you got to give yourself assurances that this is just a difficult phase and considering situations they won't be able to be with you as much as they used to so all you have to do is to be hopeful about spending some good moments that you get.

Sometimes you wonder what they might be doing in those empty hours, because like before they can't keep you part of their day and everything they used to do, so now you just understand and wait for things to settle down so you could be part of their day once again. 

If I will have to elaborate this deep feeling of missing that person than sometimes it feels physical too, like you know that something is missing in your body and you feel shallowness in your heart. And now beautiful that heart fills with happiness when finally you get to be with them. 

[It's not complete…because that person finally came.]