This might be my assumption to believe that people in the world are finding a kind of love that can make them feel like home; safe and warm. A place where they belong and where they can let themselves to be what they try to hide from the world. I consider myself lucky to find my home in my lady love. But honestly, there are days when I get scared if I will lose it all because at this point of my life I am not willing to involve myself with someone for temporary phase of time, at this point I am loving a person for emotional and mental stability. I feel sorry for people who carry such pure and genuine love in their heart but still they get played by other people. Where there are people who aren't into playing any games but they just believe in loving passionately and hard.
This might be assurance for my lady love to know that I am seriously and intensely involved and invested in this and I understand and respect her fears and insecurities but she can be sure that the man she's in love with is dedicated to her and he's literally not kind of a perso who goes behind people’s back to play games. Her trust, faith and love is safe and secured with me. I am intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually commited to her and she's everything I want. She can always find proofs of it in my words and more than that in my efforts because efforts and actions are stronger and louder than words. So if someday she get scared or start doubting if what she's doing is right or not then I want her to recall and see all the efforts I put to be with her and to keep her with me.
I am grateful that she took that leap of faith and letting herself to be mine but loving me the way she always wanted. I am not going to hurt her anyway, I will always be honest and loyal to me and if she is going to give herself this last chance to love someone with all of her heart then I want her to be assured that she's making a right choice.
I can't give up and will never give up on her no matter how difficult situations may get. Even after the previous chaos I believed in us and eventually we found a way to be together. Not as consistent as before but at least it's relieving to know that she is committed to me as well. She wants me, she needs me and best of all, she didn't give up on me or us even if she had a choice and for it I am going to be with her and love her with every atom of my existence.
Because we belong to each other.