So finally I am a bread winner. I got a job that pays me well, people start looking at me tells me, not to stop here, it feels like everybody become Sandeep Maheshwari to me. They all say we know you will succeed one day. They all looks happy but in reality they enjoyed the invisible handcuffs in my wrist which limiting my ability to achieve the sky. It limits me to achieve what I am dreaming off. Congratulation to everyone coz you got another living being in rat race. 

Its been 14 years since I left home. If you leave one year of lockdown i have never been in my own house more than 10 days. What an irony, that we middle class boys need to left home to build our own. Its just a coincidence that my shiny days, as per others, comes after 14 years, 14 years of grief, 14 years of pain, 14 years of suffering.

The day I got job, only that day I felt financial independence and just next day I felt another chain of slavery. But don't worry, we (middle class house boys) destined to dreaming of lavish life style with secured desk job in reality. We determined to a dream that one day we give orders in some fancy restaurant but in reality we ask orders from bosses for monthly targets to achieve.

I am 29 now, the day when i came back from office, the most precious person in my life, calls me and when he hears my exhausted voice, he asks me whether every thing is fine or not and I was like, I am in my late 29 with full of ups and downs in my past expecting that some day you empathize with my condition and will ask the same question that you asked now. But you know what even your dear one will take your side, only when you earn big, remember this word “earn”, coz money speaks.

Apart from all this I need too share one more thing, I am a commerce graduate, post graduated with Mcom pursuing MBA, side by side preparing for CA and got job of technical support executive don't you feel something is not fit here. I am just trying to tell you that no one knows the planning of life for you, the best you can do is not to stop you got what you destined to not even what you deserve.