TW: Death

I dream of dying one day, not like depressed and wanting to end life, but I romanticize dying, I think according to me it is the sweetest release of one's life. I don't think I want to have earthly affairs with these people ruining Mother Earth, I'd rather be floating in the spiritual realm with eternal peace and knowing I'm just a soul who is wandering around this MultiVerse and just existing without having to worry about Earthly Affairs.

Sometimes some cycle repeats itself and you feel like going away and being away from your space and responsibility, why would life itself create hurdles? Though I'm a Human, I despise the Homo Sapiens as a race, even though people tell we are the intelligent species, I fail to see it. I would rather be a Possum or a Scorpion than being a human. 

Sometimes nothing matters and sometimes everything matters, this capitalism has trapped us all believing working hard is the key when it's not and rather Equality, and Equity when necessary is the Key. There are thousands of people in debt and have to take loans while the richest refuse to pay tax, no one has similar opportunities even though they have a similar level of talent, and sometimes the winner is not talented at all. It comes down to the battle of egos, and exploitation.

I'd rather die a peaceful death than facing all of the things that is wrong with Society, yes I can take a step and change it, all that motivational talks, but do you think they would let me speak? I do not think there is enough Humanity for people to speak up.

There are some things still deeply rooted since Slavery during British Rule in India. They stopped some Hindu practices and guilt us into believing our own culture is a joke which I think is still there. No one appreciates Yoga or Ayurveda or study Vedas and do their duties (Dharma) like they used to, they robbed us of our culture and wears our traditional attire as costumes. They invented “Goat Yoga” which is an “American Twist” to our culture.

There is a huge debate about culture and feminism and I think there is a deeply terrible misunderstanding and we haven't been taught our culture due to it being robbed. Britishers looked down on our women and before slavery, women were respected in our culture and Vedic Era.

With that being said, I'd rather die a peaceful eternal death before going through all this all over again.