From the name of the title, it is difficult to say what this blog is exactly about. So this is the actual story of my life. “BREAK-UPS” this word is the only thing that I have heard most during this lockdown other than Coronavirus. And at that time I never thought I also will be the person to go through this. But yes I had a break-up. There is a saying Breakup hurts. It does. But what next. Crying for a day, 4 days, weeks, months. Ya, I did the same thing. But later I understood that crying for that person was not worthy at all. I was just wasting my energy. 

Social Media is now a very important part of everyone's life. we too liked social media but it turns into our enemy. Everyone likes to socialize their personal life on social media. On our first Anniversary, I basically didn't upload anything. and from then problems started. We fought on that day and it turns to not talking with each other for a week. We sorted everything we were back on our track. But, then the fights started to increase. We too had a fight on my birthday which I think was the worst birthday of my life. Fights, cursing each other, not talking with each other, not clearing anything, no meets, no calls, nothing. We had our Ups and downs and we had gone through it together, but at this time it was only me alone. Like blaming things on me that you were the one for all this. 

I still remember, when my mom had an operation it was a very tough time for me. I had to study as my exams were there in the same week. It was very difficult for me to even step out of my house. At that time it was like I needed support, I needed a hand to hold. I relied on him. But he didn't understand me at that time. I was not able to meet him at that time. I fought with him at that time too. I was there alone dealing with all the problems by myself.

And when we actually sat down to sort everything, he said all the problems are yours not mine so look it for yourself and yes he cursed me as well. This seems to be a small problem for everyone, but if you just say that yes I love you or I care for you you should actually do it. The relationship doesn't work on just saying. The efforts should be seen by both. And I frankly say that day I just broke, shattered. Still, I gave our relationship a Chance.  But the same mistakes were repeated. And when it is repeated again and again it's not a mistake, it's a choice. I could not let myself into that thing again and again. 

And here I m now. Not letting that chapter of my life ruin my future. Not crying, not letting myself into anything negative, being Positive, looking for a better self, improving myself. 

Basically Exhaling my Past and Inhaling my Future. !!!!!