I was sitting in my room working on something. It was 4:00 in the evening. The weather outside wasn't so good. The sun was shining everywhere, and it was hot too. And what can expect in May from the weather? The balcony looks out over the road. The road is usually busy. An endless stream of trucks and cars, but right now there is no traffic. Everyone is self-isolating.

 But suddenly, from the hot weather, there was a slight change, nope, not slight weather variations, and all of a sudden the weather was pleasant outside with a thunderstorm along with it.

 I stopped doing my work. The floor of my house was covered with tiny dust particles. It becomes untidy all over. There is an underlying restlessness and there is self-centered narcissism that always wants more. This weather lit up my mood in seconds. I forgot all the quirky hardest things I was thinking about! I just want to explore myself with the speed of that wind. Nature is beautiful, I can't even explain it in words. There are moments that the words don't reach.

“Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.” Albert Einstein 

We always think we have more “time”. Time to change. It's time to be true to ourselves. It's time to be brave. It's time to do what we’ve always wanted to do. Deep down we might know that we are on the wrong road. There must be more to life than this. We tell ourselves that we still have time. We wait. Don’t wait too long.

Each thingEach stone, blossom, child –

It is held in place.

Only we, in our arrogance,

push out beyond what we belong to

For some empty freedom.

I felt no action upon me. I stop even contemplating too much on anything. It gave me a little bit of happiness to rely on. It's all about finding the calm in the chaos. I was being loved suddenly by me, by nature. The best part about non-living things is they don't judge you by your flaws. They don't even complain about anything.

What they can do is provide you with a better version of yourself, let you know you are not meant to be judged, you are just you! Knowing my real passion, I realize that coming above the storm is not hard for me. You are just you! Yours sincerely, YOU!!!