Relationships…..it feels so good when everything goes well and fine. When both the partners in a relationship are loyal, caring, giving there 100% always for their relationship. They act childish as well as matured together. They together enjoy the happy times and also tackle their hard times together. They act as a support for each other and make all possible efforts to make their relationship go well. But these kind of relationship are very rare nowadays. 

The other kind of relationship is the one - sided one. I have been in this kind of relationship for last one year. I am in love with my best friend. The girl whom I met unexpectedly and today my heart is full of serious feelings for her. But she has always been my friend and the sad part of this relationship is that she has no feelings for me. And this way I am in one sided love for her. 

I have always worked hard and given my 100% efforts for our relationship. I have always respected her and tried my level best not to hurt her feelings and if I ever did this mistakingly, I instantly apologized her. 

But I get depressed whenever I realise that she is with me but with no feelings. She only thinks me like a friend but still I love her. 

I have always expressed my feelings to her since the day I met her. I have always shown my love , care and trust for her. Everything seems  good when it goes well but it is not always the same. The feeling of being ignored and unloved hurts the most. Yes we do act like lovers and  enjoy like lovers but many a times he ignores me and I really feel very bad for this. I really feel like being separated when I don't get the equal value and love like I always do. 

Hence, there is always a feeling of insecurity in these kinds of relationships. You trust your partner a lot but when you feel like being ignored, you just don't want to express your feelings that you did usually. Being in relationship no more feels like worth and all the efforts that you made goes in vain. 

But, I have always tried my best to make this relationship go well and whatever the situation comes I'll love my partner the same way I always do.