As much as he started fall for me, I was having the opposite effect.

      Like that, once we met on our regular coffee meet. Where he came looking so good and well dressed, I just went looking some homeless tomboy (Yes, you need a reason and strong motivation to get dressed nicely). As we were sitting in front of each other we were looking totally contrast. 

As he saw me, he stood up and welcomed me with smile. You can easily see that different happiness on his face, but somehow that started to irritate me. Cause now I know that I had already win over him. That I was 100 percent sure this guy, who is sitting front of me, not only now knows my name but maybe think about me in his dreams as well. Now I know that, 'He won't be refusing now, if someone asks him, “ if  he likes me!”.' 

           So basically I won my little game, I was playing. And after winning it, it didn't matter to me much now at this point. 

So when Siddharth open his mouth and said, “Hey I wanna confess something.” I stopped him in between and said, “look siddharth, I also want to confess one thing. However I behaved until now, it just my extra friendly nature. I am sorry if I had given you any mixed, confusing signals. But please don't misunderstand me.” And man! The joy I felt while saying, “I think you just as my senior or more like one good friend...”  His face turned suddenly sad. You can see disappointment and heartbroken pain on his face clearly. It made me sad for a moment to be honest. But I moved on…

                So well yah, I was the villain of this story. A girl with a fu*ked up mind. I won't try to justify it. I know what I did was totally wrong. I am wrong, but I didn't do that intentionally. I just went with the flow.  And even I am not able to understand why I have to be like that. Well now I have disconnected all contacts with Siddharth. It's a only nice thing I can do for that poor boy. And will wish he gets the correct one asap, so he can forget me and move on.

              - The end 

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