Hoping to meet in the alleys and meet with a smile…
The hope that the reasons for the wait will finally be recognized and owned…
Udalin is a living hope.
I want to tell you my love that has been going on in my mind for 10 years. Love is painful without opening up to each other.His smile was often enough to fill the heart of the one said lover.
I fell in love with him for the first time in +2. He must be standing at the bus stop when I come to school. I have to get off the bus in the town and walk to school for 10 minutes. His house is in the town itself. When I walk, he and his friends will walk in front of me. He would look at me with his left eye. I had noticed. At first he would come to talk to me. I didn't mind. He made some effort to get close to me. He was Commerce and I was Science. I saw him staring at me during the interval. But he never said he likes me. I believed he liked me. I still have that belief.
He saw me standing alone outside the class during Onam celebrations at school. He came to me and tried to talk to me and I stayed away without saying anything. "Talk to me about something, Fatima..." he said, but I kept silent and entered the class. When he saw his face, he realized that it was very distressing. I had to talk to him. But out of fear and wondering what others would think, I kept quiet with him. I loved him terribly. I couldn't tell him that
He was not seen when he came to school after the Onam holiday. He went to the same school. He didn't mind when I saw him at school. Then my heart was seized with pain. My love for him was increasing day by day. But he kept his distance from me. I was loving him with my eyes and silence. I was waiting for his love.
I love him so much. He thought he was in love with me. Reason.
February 14 Me and my friend were just talking in the school grounds when I saw him coming towards us. I was hoping to propose myself in my mind. But my hopes were wrong. He proposed to my friend in front of me. I was shocked. Tears fell from my eyes. I went to class there. I felt like crying…