Hey people!
Love—haven’t we all fallen in love and gotten our hearts broken at some point in life?
I want to share how I fell in love for the 1st time and how things unfolded.
It all started on 29th October 2023, when I got a random message on Instagram from a guy I had seen during the Navratri celebrations. He replied to something I’d posted in my Instagram Notes:
"What should I tell that isn't true?"
We talked all night, we laughed asked about each other, got lil butterflies bcz at that phase of my life I was not looking for love at all, I was focused on my career because two days after was my 1st Job and at that time I was completing my 6 month internship
The very next day, we met. I was in an auto when I saw him—this cutest-fair looking boy in the dark, wearing a peach-shaded sweatshirt. He gave me a smile, and in that one moment, I fell in love so hard.
He got into the same auto, came close, and we talked. I was so happy… and honestly, happiness has always scared me.
Whenever we met, he’d take care of the smallest things—my hair, my clothes, my comfort. We got close. But one day, out of nowhere, he confessed:
“I don’t have feelings for you. If you want to continue, you can. If not, that’s okay.”
That night, I cried a lot.
Still, we continued. I kept my self-respect and ego aside. Deep down, I knew this would end someday. I knew that one day, he’d touch and love someone else—but not me.
But you know what? I don’t regret loving him.
People always say things like: “Only fall in love with someone who respects you, who helps you grow, who’s right for you.”
You’ll hear it in TED Talks and everywhere else.
But I disagree.
Falling in love isn’t a choice. It’s not an opinion. It just happens—sometimes in just one glance.
And for me, that one glance, on a dark and gloomy night, will stay with me forever.. I still love him and will keep on loving him, I know one day we are going to apart forever for his good well and mine too, still all this two yrs memories will be in my heart forever, prayed God please send him exactly in my next life, even tho I prayed daily..
