Hey everyone ✋!

I'm Anusha Sharma and I'm your narrator. So taday I'm going to tell you about a stray named brownie.

So in the year 2020 on 25th November a stray named Julie gave birth to 3 female puppies: ginger, caramel, brownie.

Unfortunately ginger died after 2 days because she was weak. And within a week Julie the mother died because another stray named foxy bitten her and that's why Julie died. Since brownie and caramel has nowhere to go so we decided to keep her at the house of one of us. So kartik bhaiya kept them at his terrace and all of us visit them daily. After some time kartik bhaiya suddenly abandoned them and he threw them in the park in our society. It took some time for them to accept the reality.

In February I have to go to Jaipur for a tournament after 3 days when I came back I learned that brownie was very sick for the past few days. 

I came back on 29th of February and on 1st March because brownie was very sick so all us were trying to safely put her in the car so that we can take her to the wet. But when we were putting her in the car caramel came running towards us and she suddenly stopped in the middle of the road and a car hit her so hard that she died at the spot. 

We loved her so much and we've seen her dying in front of our eyes. And we couldn't do anything. 

It seems like Caramel donated her life to her sister brownie because within 2 weeks brownie seems to be alright.

But still caramel's death haunts me because I couldn't protect her. When you loose someone you love it always stays with you reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt. Caramel's death became the biggest regret of my life.

It's been 3 months and 17 days since caramel passed away and I'm trying to accept that no matter what she not going to come back but I'm not ready to accept it.

I wish I'll be able to accept that I miss her so much that I can't even be happy and all I think about is her. I can't even accept it and I can't even deny it.

I'm sorry . I've always been sorry towards caramel. The fact that she is not here with us makes me feel sad and tears me apart.

I'm still not over her death. There is no such thing as move on its a lie. Everyone keeps a few painful wounds burried inside their hearts. If they can move on that's great. Even if they can't they still live. They become numb to the pain with time.