When you meet a man, with whom you are not supposed to fall in love. Guess what you do? You do the exact opposite, you fall head over heels in love with him. Trust me on this, when you meet such man, you would hardly be able to stop yourself. Because no matter what your brain tells you, your heart is always the fool. Even though you know that they are not worth it, you still end up with them, and then you end up with a broken heart.
Truth is me and him were two people who were not supposed to fall in love, but one of you did, and that's you. It was fireworks, long conversations, heart to heart talk, late night texts, stolen glances. It was like a bollywood film, atleast in my head. It was one of those stories which could turn out to be the best blockbuster movie. Two young college students, the falling in love phase. Except, it was all in my head.
There were times, many times when he did hurt my feelings, but somehow I found excuses to find my way back to him, to get my feeling shattered again and again. You see, I won't say that my heart was dumb.
MY HEART WAS INNOCENT AND IN NEED OF LOVE!
Later I realied that all the love that I needed was within me. That I could love myself the way I wanted to be loved. There was this time when I had to keep myself busy to feel okay. To fill up the void in me, but I think that voids must be celebrated, because that's the proof that you were courageous enough to let someone occupy a space in your heart and if they leave it empty someday, It is not your fault. Because you loved beyond limits, and that is what courage is all about.
Once you hit rock bottom the only way you can move next is when you move up, and I think this is the most beautiful thing to realize!
If it's meant to happen it will, not matter how much you try it to work, it would fail if it's not meant to be. So open up your heart and let it all in, let everyone in and keep the doors to your heart open, so that if they want to leave they can and you be busy with the people you love and those to strive to live in your heart forever.
