As I am converted introvert its too hard to get to know yourself its too hard what you need and actually how you live, you want to talk that is you but not anymore you want to shut your mouth.

Feel like to express everything that, its hard to leave home for studying especially during this covid where you keep loving your home more but you stop yourself from crying.

Why we should leave our comfort zone? is it important? well i think it is, cause my future brain always says be in most uncomfortable zone to make more comfort in future though, there is no clue of tomorrow .

Though i enjoy over that place like fun, trips, tease, only with 2 people whom i am close to not with everyone. Other then this two i become extreme introvert and everyday is different i dont know is their any rule to make everyday different. I know being in home doesn't make or give you memories making everyday different only gives memories though i know this i still want to sit in a calm place which is given only by my room

It feels like wife getting married and leaving home sorry its worst than that cause there we can live happily with our loved person in this case its completely different.

Why only girls should leave the house its not a rule  i know its like once you go out for studying thats not your room anymore after that you will get married so you only visit when you have holidays . 

Childhood days are precious where you do not care about anything except the show which is running on tv we never think of why me or why should we or why like this in our childhood it only happens in this age , missing being child and cry only when we fall or got hit by mom or crying for wanting candy thats the precious life where we don't overthink rethink daydream like today as we are.

Its like your dieing in few days you'll miss your home, room everything. But its not the case its genuinely hard . I feel so jealous for the people who loves to roam who loves to go to college who hates being in home .

Once happiness is others sadness everyone is different.

Its more of personal talk to diary i will try to improve. Apologies if i am not upto your mark. Thank you .